getting back to the gym

So Jack was a member of the gym here, but never used the membership. He has to do PT with his squadron 3 days a week on base, so his motivation to go to the gym in the afternoon is nill. We decided to switch the membership to my name. I am really excited about getting into a workout routine. I'd like to firm up and lose about 5 pounds! Today was my first day. Tre was at school so I put William in the childcare at the gym. I had been running on the treadmill for about 10 minutes when they came to get me because William was crying uncontrollably and wouldn't stop! DARN! I wonder if it's because it was the first time I left him by himself and not with his brother. He went to children's church on Sunday and did fine, but Tre was with him. I am going to try again in the morning and bring Tre along so we'll see how that goes! I hope it gets better soon. William starts preschool MWF in the fall and Tre won't be in his class! Tre NEVER had separation and, although sometimes I wished he did just for my own ego boost, I was very thankful that he didn't. I totally know how William feels though. I never had to do anything alone as a kid because I always had Becky. I never realized how much I used her as a crutch until I married Jack, moved away, and had to make friends by myself. It's a scary thing. My poor William!