Today's been quite the day. Tre had school and William and I enjoyed our morning. They had a good nap, so the day was looking like a success...until they woke up. William woke up with a horrible diaper rash and screamed for about 1.5 hours before I figured out why. It's funny how you can have a great day, but after that long of listening to crying and nothing you are doing is helping, it can be very wearing. To top off the afternoon, I was holding William in the chair trying to calm him and the computer was next to me. William was trying to get down and about to fall on his head so I jerked to make sure that didn't happen and in turn the computer fell to the ground and the screen busted. Just what we need...to have to buy a new damn computer, especially after our plumbing bill, car bill, new vanity, etc. By the time Jack got home I was crying. Pathetic, huh? Sometimes I feel so guilty for complaining about my days when I am choosing this job. It didn't help that the computer was toast either and I felt terrible about it! Jack made me feel better though. He always does. He said that no matter what the job is, everyone has bad days. I think, too, I am sooo dreading him leaving for a month, that I am already stressing myself out about it. He is such a help around here. We usually take turns on the weekends with sleep in days, but Jack says that he is going to give me both days this weekend since he's going to be gone and able to have lots of decompression time. I thought that was nice! I am going to take full advantage of it too. I am not sure what we are doing for mother's day, but I know we will spend it together :)